I\u2019d thanked that man for the card two years before. And I\u2019d meant to leave it right there. Forever. But I\u2019d fallen asleep against a plaster wall the month before. My husband had sold his boat. And there was tape on both of my thumbs. \u201cRon,\u201d I said. \u201cIt was a nice thing to say. I know you meant it.\u201d I kept my voice down. I didn\u2019t want Opal hearing a quarrel inside that house. Of all the houses in the world. \u201cBut capable people get tired too,\u201d I said. \u201cYou just never hear about it. Because we\u2019re the ones who don\u2019t call.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked at me. \u201cI\u2019m not asking you for anything,\u201d I said. \u201cI didn\u2019t then. I\u2019m not now. I just want you to know it cost something. It didn\u2019t come easy because we\u2019re us. It came hard. And we did it anyway.\u201d I looked at him. \u201cThose are two different things.\u201d Ron didn\u2019t answer me. He stood there with his jaw working. Then he went and got his mother out of the house. He helped her back up into the truck. And they drove away. He looked straight down the lane the whole way out.<\/p>\n
Nate put his arm around me. \u201cWell,\u201d he said. \u201cThat\u2019s said.\u201d \u201cI shouldn\u2019t have said it.\u201d \u201cYou should\u2019ve said it at Easter two years ago,\u201d Nate said. \u201cI should have.\u201d He kissed the top of my head. There was sawdust in my hair. \u201cCome hold the ladder.\u201d The next Saturday, I drove out at seven a.m. Nate was already there working. At twenty minutes to seven, he told me, a truck had turned in at the lane.<\/p>\n
His father\u2019s.<\/p>\n
The truck bed was full. Sawhorses. A table saw under a tarp. Two twenty-ton bottle jacks. A stack of cribbing blocks. The old worm-drive saw Nate had been forbidden to touch as a boy. And a four-foot level in a canvas sleeve.<\/p>\n
When I walked up, Ron was lying on his back under the porch. All I could see were his boots.<\/p>\n
He slid out.<\/p>\n
He had cobwebs in his eyebrows. He stood up slowly, the way a man his size has to.<\/p>\n
And he took his cap off.<\/p>\n
\u201cEmily,\u201d he said. \u201cI\u2019d like to try that again. If you\u2019ll let me. I\u2019ve had a week to work on it. And I had my mother helping me. And she wasn\u2019t gentle.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAll right,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
He pointed with his cap. At that place in the grass where there was nothing.<\/p>\n
\u201cMy dad stood right over there in 1961 and watched them sell his plow,\u201d Ron said. \u201cNot one soul put a hand out to him. Not his brothers. Not the church. Nobody.\u201d<\/p>\n
He turned the cap in his hands.<\/p>\n
\u201cI was five years old. And I made up my mind standing there. If a child of mine was ever going under, I\u2019d be there with money in my hand before they ever had to ask.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cKim was going under. Jeff was. Stacy had those loans. You two weren\u2019t. So I figured I was done with you.\u201d<\/p>\n
He shook his head slowly.<\/p>\n
\u201cI had it all worked out that help is for people who are drowning. It never once came into my head that help is for the ones who are swimming hard, too.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked at the porch.<\/p>\n
\u201cI gave you two a pat on the head. And I gave them the farm ground. And I called it a compliment. And you thanked me for it.\u201d<\/p>\n
His voice got rough.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ve thought about that thank you every night this week.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRon\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLet me finish. I\u2019ve only got it memorized the one way.\u201d<\/p>\n
It was the closest thing to a joke I ever heard that man make.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not going to write you a check,\u201d he said. \u201cI could. Judy wanted to bring one this morning. But you\u2019d be right to tear it up. And I\u2019d be buying my way out cheap.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked up at the house.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou two bought my grandfather\u2019s house with tip money and a bass boat. A check from me now would just be me trying to put my name on it.\u201d<\/p>\n
He put his cap back on.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat I can do is build. That front beam is rotted clean through, and the porch posts are standing on nothing. That porch is going to hurt somebody. And my mother means to sit on it.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked at me straight.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019d take it as a kindness if you\u2019d let me work on this house. Saturdays. As long as it takes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I couldn\u2019t talk. I just nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cNate,\u201d Ron called. \u201cBring me that jack. And don\u2019t you touch my saw.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m thirty-six years old, Dad.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen you\u2019re old enough to know better.\u201d<\/p>\n
He came out eleven Saturdays.<\/p>\n
I know because I counted them off on the feed store calendar I\u2019d hung on the kitchen nail. Right where the old seed company calendar used to be.<\/p>\n
He gave the first three Saturdays to the porch.<\/p>\n
He and Nate jacked up the porch roof an eighth of an inch at a time. They set it on cribbing blocks. They took out every rotted post and the whole front beam.<\/p>\n
Ron wouldn\u2019t put treated pine where his grandfather had put fir. He found tongue-and-groove fir flooring at a lumberyard forty miles away. And he paid for it himself.<\/p>\n
When I opened my mouth to argue, he said, \u201cThat\u2019s lumber. Not a check.\u201d And I closed my mouth.<\/p>\n
He turned new porch posts to match the one good old post that was left. He did it at home, on his own lathe, at night. He brought them out wrapped in a moving blanket like they were babies.<\/p>\n
The fourth and fifth Saturdays, he did windows. He reglazed the old window sashes one by one on sawhorses out in the yard. He taught me how to run a putty knife so the line comes out clean.<\/p>\n
The sixth Saturday, he hung doors.<\/p>\n
The seventh, eighth, and ninth, he built kitchen cabinets. Plain ones. Face frame. The same kind that were in that kitchen when his grandmother cooked in it.<\/p>\n
He asked Opal what color they\u2019d been.<\/p>\n
\u201cCream,\u201d she said. \u201cWith a green line.\u201d<\/p>\n
He painted that green line himself. With a quarter-inch brush. Very slowly.<\/p>\n
He wouldn\u2019t let anybody sand the pantry door frame.<\/p>\n
He masked it off with his own hands. He varnished right up to the edge of the pencil marks. And stopped.<\/p>\n
Judy came out every Saturday after that first one.<\/p>\n
She brought dinner in a roaster. And she brought her sewing machine. She made curtains for nine windows.<\/p>\n
On the fourth Saturday, she found me alone at the pump. And she took both my taped-up hands in hers.<\/p>\n
\u201cI picked out that card,\u201d she said. \u201cI stood in the drugstore for a quarter of an hour, finding exactly the right one. I thought you\u2019d keep it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Her chin was shaking.<\/p>\n
\u201cI never once asked myself what it would feel like to open it at that table. In front of everyone. I\u2019m so sorry, honey.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI did keep it,\u201d I told her.<\/p>\n
That was the truth. It was in a drawer.<\/p>\n
Kim came out on the sixth Saturday with her two boys. They pulled nails all day.<\/p>\n
Jeff came on the eighth Saturday with a borrowed trencher. He ran a brand-new water line from the well.<\/p>\n
Stacy painted the whole upstairs.<\/p>\n
Nobody asked any of them to come. I think Opal had been on the telephone.<\/p>\n
Those Saturdays did something to Nate and his father that I could never have done with any amount of talking.<\/p>\n
They didn\u2019t say much to each other. They just handed each other things.<\/p>\n
Along about the ninth week, I came around the corner of the house with two glasses of iced tea.<\/p>\n
And I found Ron showing Nate how to scribe a cabinet to a crooked wall. The two of them had their heads bent close together.<\/p>\n
\u201cYour great-grandfather never owned a level,\u201d Ron was saying. \u201cLook at this wall. The man built by eye.\u201d<\/p>\n
And he was laughing.<\/p>\n
In that yard. With his face turned full toward the house.<\/p>\n
On the eleventh Saturday, when all the tools were loaded back in his truck, Ron took the carpenter\u2019s pencil from behind his ear.<\/p>\n
He went into the pantry.<\/p>\n
He stood my husband up against that door frame. And he made a new line above all the others.<\/p>\n
Nate, 36 yrs, he wrote. And the year.<\/p>\n
Then he handed the pencil to me.<\/p>\n
And I stood Ron up against the door frame and marked him.<\/p>\n
We gave notice at our rented duplex. We moved into the house the second week of October.<\/p>\n
I gave my notice at the truck stop the same day.<\/p>\n
Patty cried. She gave me a key to the pie case as a keepsake. I took it as the highest honor that establishment had to offer.<\/p>\n
For Thanksgiving, we set the table in the little room off the kitchen.<\/p>\n
It was the only room on the ground floor big enough once all the table leaves were in. And anyway, there was no question about it.<\/p>\n
Seventeen people.<\/p>\n
Kim\u2019s boys at a card table. Jeff carving the turkey, because Ron said his hands were too tired. Which wasn\u2019t true.<\/p>\n
Rhubarb sauce on the table. Out of Judy\u2019s freezer. From the patch beside the cistern, cut that June.<\/p>\n
Opal sat at the head of the table. Nate carried her chair in himself.<\/p>\n
She was wearing the navy dress.<\/p>\n
Ron stood up to say grace.<\/p>\n
\u201cLord,\u201d he said. \u201cWe thank you for this house\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
And then he couldn\u2019t go on.<\/p>\n
He just stood there. A big man in a clean, pressed shirt. With his hand resting on the back of his mother\u2019s chair.<\/p>\n
And his mouth wouldn\u2019t work.<\/p>\n
Nobody moved.<\/p>\n
Kim\u2019s youngest boy started to ask something. Kim touched his shoulder, and he stopped.<\/p>\n
Opal reached up and laid her hand over her son\u2019s hand.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd for the children who brought us back to it,\u201d she said. In a perfectly steady voice. \u201cAnd for the ones who are tired, Lord, and do not say so. Teach us to look. Amen.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAmen,\u201d Ron said.<\/p>\n
Opal looked down that long table. At every single face.<\/p>\n
Then she looked over at the kitchen window. The one she\u2019d stood behind in 1961 so she wouldn\u2019t have to watch.<\/p>\n
\u201cI was born six feet from this chair,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n
Then she unfolded her napkin.<\/p>\n
\u201cSomebody pass me those potatoes.\u201d<\/p>\n
The bluebird card lives in my kitchen drawer now. With the rubber bands and the birthday candles.<\/p>\n
I found a use for it.<\/p>\n
In February, once I was sure, I took it out of the drawer.<\/p>\n
Under Judy\u2019s handwriting, I wrote one line in pencil.<\/p>\n
We are still very capable. But come August, you will have somebody new to worry about.<\/p>\n
And I mailed it back to her. In a fresh envelope.<\/p>\n
Ron was at our front door within the hour.<\/p>\n
He had his level with him.<\/p>\n
He said the back bedroom upstairs was going to need shelves.<\/p>\n
Before he left, he went into the pantry and stood there looking at the door frame for a long time.<\/p>\n
There\u2019s room on that door frame for a good many more marks.<\/p>\n
He measured.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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