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<\/p>\nOpal is Nate\u2019s grandmother. Ron\u2019s mother. She was eighty-eight years old. She lived in the senior apartments behind the Methodist church. She did her own laundry. And she read the county paper front to back every single day with a magnifying glass. Legal notices included. I\u2019d always been a little afraid of Opal. She was a small, upright woman who didn\u2019t chatter. \u201cOpal? Is everything all right?\u201d \u201cThe paper finally printed the trustee\u2019s sales,\u201d she said. \u201cIt says Schafer, Nathan and Emily, bought a house and two and three-tenths acres on the north road.\u201d<\/p>\n
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There was a pause. \u201cIs that the Miller place?\u201d I looked around the billing office like somebody might be listening. \u201cYes ma\u2019am. We haven\u2019t told anyone yet. We wanted to get it fit to see first.\u201d She didn\u2019t say anything for so long I thought the line had dropped. \u201cCome get me Sunday after church,\u201d she said. \u201cAnd don\u2019t tell Ronald.\u201d \u201cOpal, it\u2019s not safe yet. The porch is bad. There\u2019s plaster down everywhere.\u201d \u201cI have walked on worse,\u201d she said. And she hung up.<\/p>\n
So that Sunday, I pulled up in front of the Methodist church at a quarter past eleven. Opal came down the walk in her navy blue dress and her good shoes. Her pocketbook hung on her wrist. She let me help her up into the truck. She didn\u2019t say one word the whole way out. Six miles. She held that pocketbook in her lap with both hands and looked straight out the windshield. When I turned in at the lane, she made a small sound. I thought it was the ruts. Nate was waiting in the yard. He\u2019d cut the weeds back and laid two planks across the worst part of the porch.<\/p>\n
He came over to help her out of the truck. She lifted her hand.<\/p>\n
\u201cI can manage steps, Nathan.\u201d<\/p>\n
She wouldn\u2019t take my arm either.<\/p>\n
She went up those planks slowly, with her hand on the porch post. She went in through the front door.<\/p>\n
And here\u2019s the thing I noticed. The thing I couldn\u2019t account for.<\/p>\n
She didn\u2019t look around the way a visitor looks around.<\/p>\n
She walked straight through the front room. Turned left. Then right. Through a doorway we hadn\u2019t even hung a door on yet.<\/p>\n
Like her feet already knew exactly where the kitchen was.<\/p>\n
She stopped right in the middle of it. Under that one bare light bulb.<\/p>\n
She looked at the window over the spot where the sink used to be.<\/p>\n
She looked at the door to the little room off the kitchen. The one we\u2019d been calling the back bedroom.<\/p>\n
Then she went to the pantry. And she put her hand flat on the inside of the door frame, where the old varnish had gone nearly black.<\/p>\n
And she began to cry.<\/p>\n
There wasn\u2019t any noise to it. Her face didn\u2019t even change much. The tears just ran down her face, and she let them.<\/p>\n
I\u2019d known that woman eleven years. I\u2019d never once seen her cry. Not even at her own husband\u2019s graveside service, which the family still talks about.<\/p>\n
\u201cOpal,\u201d I said. \u201cWhat is it? Do you need to sit down?\u201d<\/p>\n
She was running her thumb down the wood. Feeling for something.<\/p>\n
About four feet off the floor, her thumb stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cEmily,\u201d she said. \u201cDid nobody ever tell you whose house this was?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe Millers\u2019,\u201d I said. \u201cDale Miller\u2019s.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe Millers bought this house at a sale in the fall of 1961,\u201d Opal said. \u201cThey got it for a good deal less than it was worth. They were decent people about it. And I never held it against them.\u201d<\/p>\n
She took a breath.<\/p>\n
\u201cBefore that, it was Henry Brandt\u2019s. My father\u2019s. He built that porch himself. With his own hands.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked at the little room off the kitchen.<\/p>\n
\u201cI was born in that room right there. In March of 1937. With a neighbor woman for a midwife. Because the roads were mud up to the axles, and the doctor couldn\u2019t get out.\u201d<\/p>\n
Nate had come to the kitchen doorway.<\/p>\n
He was standing there with his cap in his hand.<\/p>\n
\u201cBring your light, Nathan,\u201d Opal said. \u201cHold it here.\u201d<\/p>\n
He put his headlamp up to the door frame where her thumb was.<\/p>\n
There were pencil marks in the varnish.<\/p>\n
A whole ladder of them. Short level lines, one above another. Each one with a date next to it in a man\u2019s square printing.<\/p>\n
I\u2019d scrubbed right past them a dozen times. I thought they were scratches.<\/p>\n
Nate read them out loud. His voice wasn\u2019t steady.<\/p>\n
\u201cOpal, six years, 1943.\u201d<\/p>\n
He moved the light up.<\/p>\n
\u201cOpal, nine years. Opal, twelve.\u201d<\/p>\n
He moved the light down. Near the bottom. There was one more line. Lower than all the others. In a different handwriting. A woman\u2019s.<\/p>\n
\u201cRonnie,\u201d Nate read. \u201cFour years. 1960.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI made that one,\u201d Opal said. \u201cThe next year, we were gone.\u201d<\/p>\n
She told the whole story standing up. She wouldn\u2019t sit down until it was told.<\/p>\n
Her father died in 1957. He left the farm to her and her husband, Walt Schafer. Nate\u2019s grandfather. A hundred and sixty acres and this house.<\/p>\n
Walt was a hard worker. He wanted to do better than his father-in-law had done. He borrowed against the farm for a new tractor and a hog building.<\/p>\n
Then came two bad years. One right behind the other. A sickness went through the hogs. And the bank called the note.<\/p>\n
\u201cThey sold it right on the courthouse steps,\u201d Opal said. \u201cThe same steps you two stood on.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked out the kitchen window.<\/p>\n
\u201cWalt stood out there in the yard the week after, while they auctioned off all the machinery. I stood right here in this kitchen so I wouldn\u2019t have to watch. And Ronald was five years old. He stood out there holding his father\u2019s hand the entire time.\u201d<\/p>\n
She pointed at the window.<\/p>\n
\u201cI could see the two of them. Right through that glass.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDad never said a thing,\u201d Nate said. \u201cNot one time. We drove past this house every single Sunday of my life on the way to Aunt Carol\u2019s.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYour father has not turned his head toward this house since he was five years old,\u201d Opal said. \u201cWatch him sometime. He looks at the other side of the road. Walt did the same until the day he died.\u201d<\/p>\n
She shook her head slowly.<\/p>\n
\u201cThey decided it was a shame. And they buried it. And I let them. Because back then, a man\u2019s pride was about all he had left.\u201d<\/p>\n
She put her hand on the pencil marks again.<\/p>\n
\u201cI am eighty-eight years old,\u201d she said. \u201cI had made my peace that I would never stand in my mother\u2019s kitchen again.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked at Nate. Then at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you two children went and bought it with your own money. And told no one.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked down at the tape on my thumbs.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhose money was it? Not Ronald\u2019s.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo ma\u2019am,\u201d I said. \u201cOurs. Two years of it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI heard about the envelopes,\u201d Opal said. \u201cAt Easter. I told Ronald at the time exactly what I thought about it. He said you two didn\u2019t need it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe didn\u2019t need it,\u201d Nate said quietly. \u201cThat\u2019s not the same as not wanting to be thought of.\u201d<\/p>\n
Opal nodded. Once. The way you\u2019d nod at a child who just got a hard math problem right.<\/p>\n
Then she let me bring her the bucket. And she sat down on it, in her good navy dress, in the middle of her mother\u2019s kitchen.<\/p>\n
And Nate knelt down on that filthy floor and put his arms around her.<\/p>\n
I went out onto the porch planks and looked at that red clump by the cistern for a while.<\/p>\n
It was rhubarb.<\/p>\n
Opal told me later. Her mother planted it there in 1931.<\/p>\n
Opal told Ron herself.<\/p>\n
I wasn\u2019t there for it. All I know is what Judy told me afterward.<\/p>\n
Opal telephoned their house Monday morning and said, \u201cRonald. You will drive me out to my father\u2019s house on Saturday.\u201d<\/p>\n
And Ron sat down in the kitchen chair without pulling it out first. And nearly missed it.<\/p>\n
They came at ten o\u2019clock that Saturday.<\/p>\n
I watched Ron\u2019s truck slow down at the end of the lane. And stop there on the blacktop.<\/p>\n
It sat there for what must have been a full minute before it turned in.<\/p>\n
Ron Schafer was sixty-nine years old that year. A big, square man. A union carpenter for thirty-eight years.<\/p>\n
He got out of the truck and helped his mother down. And then he just stood there in the yard.<\/p>\n
He looked at the cistern. At the corner of the porch. At a place in the grass by the old machine shed where there was nothing at all to look at.<\/p>\n
Judy had come too. She stood beside the truck with her hand pressed against her collarbone.<\/p>\n
Nate came down off the ladder.<\/p>\n
\u201cDad.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou bought it,\u201d Ron said. \u201cYou bought this place. And you never said one word to me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe didn\u2019t know what it was. I swear to you. Nobody ever told me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo,\u201d Ron said. \u201cI don\u2019t guess anybody did.\u201d<\/p>\n
Opal went inside by herself. Judy followed her. A minute later I heard Judy start crying in the front room.<\/p>\n
The three of us stayed out in the yard.<\/p>\n
Ron looked over the porch the way a carpenter does. I could see it pain him.<\/p>\n
Then he looked at the new meter base on the side of the house. At the conduit, running plumb as a ruler. At the permit card in the front window.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou do all that?\u201d he asked Nate.<\/p>\n
\u201cNights.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd she\u2019s been out at the truck stop.\u201d Ron nodded at me. \u201cJudy saw her out there once. Carrying plates. I told her she had to be mistaken.\u201d<\/p>\n
He shook his head.<\/p>\n
\u201cTwo years of that. You should\u2019ve told us you wanted a house. We would\u2019ve\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
He stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019d have what, Dad?\u201d Nate said.<\/p>\n
He wasn\u2019t angry. He was only asking.<\/p>\n
And then Ron said it badly.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t hold it against him now. He was standing in that yard at five years old again. It was all over his face. And a man in that condition grabs for whatever\u2019s closest.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t see what there is to be sore about,\u201d Ron said. \u201cWe told you the truth. We said you were capable. Well. Look.\u201d<\/p>\n
He threw his hand out at the house.<\/p>\n
\u201cLook at this. Was I wrong? Kim was about to lose those boys\u2019 roof. Jeff was going under. You two never needed one thing from anybody. And I was proud of it. And I said so. That card was the nicest thing I knew how to say.\u201d<\/p>\n
Nate looked down at the ground. His ears were going red.<\/p>\n
I hadn\u2019t planned to say anything.<\/p>\n
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